The Game of life is never ending.
After some choices, we end up going back a few spaces,
others, we move ahead.
Then there are the special spaces
all of these spaces help us to move ahead in life more quickly,
they help us to accept ourselves as we are which help us to be happy.
Then there are the spaces that move us back
These cause us to move back several spaces.
More spaces than helpful spaces.
These make us move back weeks,
They set us back from recovery,
then they tease us by telling our brains we don't need recovery
we don't deserve the good spaces when all we are is worthless.
The problem with this is that we believe those voices and we grab the sharp edge and drag it across our skin to prove to ourselves we're still alive.
To prove that we can feel and that we aren't numb.
To prove that we are capable of at least physical feeling if not emotional.
This leads us to moving ba